i don’t know but all i can feel right now is that i have sumhow been stabbed at the back by sum1 i used to respect…i’m not actually close to that person by u can say we’re always on good terms…
one day this person came to me for help…
and i gave that person just what that person needs…a helping hand…
i sacrificed my time and my own personal pleasure to lessen the burden carried by this person….
but now i can’t take it anymore….
i’m human…
not a robot….
i have feelings too…
i have other commitments too…
there’s so much a person can take….
and this is just exactly how much I can take….
i’ve helped as much as i can…
i’ve done all the things u want me to do…
now, i can’t live in thiz house for days and days and days…
doing nothin…
waiting for ur call…
waiting for u to msg me…
waiting for ur order….
i’ve done enough!
i’m leaving…..

farewell…..

have any of u seen the movie??? i have…and i simply sum it in one word…DISAPPOINTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yup…very disappointing….i mean, it’s one thing to not be exactly like the book coz it’s understandable…but to have a crappy ending like it did??? that’s just crazy!! they put in a lot of budget and it turns out to be disappointing…. i’m not the only one thinking so ok…a lot of people have said the same thing to me on the matter…the coolest part about the whole movie is the places they filmed it…the Lourve..that’s cool…the special effects are cool…the ending?? very crappy!!! i like the ending of the book…it left a mystery but a sense of accomplishment to me…the whole charade ended and the secret is kept forever…that’s cool…that God i didn’t pay for the movie…huhu..

You know, people always say (optimistic people actually) that when you’re face to face with something or someone that u dislike, it’s better to look at it at a more positive side. in my condition, i’m thinking how freakin’ stupid can i be!??!(*$&*!(@)(!)(^%#&*!((@(*&*&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because of my stupidness, i am stuck in this hell hole for a week!!! hopefully a week. seriously, if it goes over a week, i’m hailing a cab and heading straight home. you’re probably thinkin’, damn what’s this girl talkin’ bout? why is she calling herself stupid?? well, i don’t know? u tell me. am i stupid or not if i’m the lazy-ass kinda person volunteering to be a member of the convocation committee that requires a lot of commitment like sacrificing a week of your holiday and meeting a lot of important people??? that’s it! this is the last time i will EVER volunteer for ANYTHING!!!! after this, i’m laying down low…low enough for me to kiss the damn ground!

right now, all i ever think about is getting this week over with. i wanna get it over and done with.

wish me luck