You know, people always say (optimistic people actually) that when you’re face to face with something or someone that u dislike, it’s better to look at it at a more positive side. in my condition, i’m thinking how freakin’ stupid can i be!??!(*$&*!(@)(!)(^%#&*!((@(*&*&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because of my stupidness, i am stuck in this hell hole for a week!!! hopefully a week. seriously, if it goes over a week, i’m hailing a cab and heading straight home. you’re probably thinkin’, damn what’s this girl talkin’ bout? why is she calling herself stupid?? well, i don’t know? u tell me. am i stupid or not if i’m the lazy-ass kinda person volunteering to be a member of the convocation committee that requires a lot of commitment like sacrificing a week of your holiday and meeting a lot of important people??? that’s it! this is the last time i will EVER volunteer for ANYTHING!!!! after this, i’m laying down low…low enough for me to kiss the damn ground!

right now, all i ever think about is getting this week over with. i wanna get it over and done with.

wish me luck