JUST SINGIN’ 4 DA MOMENT

Arituh

kan

, aku ikut mak aku p kebun dia, tolong apa yg patut, tp most of the time, pi kait buah ah.. huhu.. mak aku suka bukak radio kuat2 kalo kat

sana

sbb nak halau tupai mai kacau buah.

Ada

la satu time tuh, tgh rehat2, kat radio tuh ada la satu forum agama. Aku layan ja la. Kena plak masa tuh time audience tanya soklan kat para panel. Satu soklan nih bg aku agak menarik.

Ada

student nih tanya psl batas2 bercinta dalam Islam. Jawapan yg ustaz tuh bg mmg munasabah la. Dia hurai tuh pjg la tp isi dia, dia kata kalo org tuh cintakan kita, dia mesti nak kita berada di jalan yg benar, bukan membawa kita lebih ke jalan yg sesat. I got to thinking, betui gak kata dia. Contoh dia cam parents kita. Most teens, when their parents yell at them or get mad at them when they do something that their parents do not approve, they think their parents’ hate them. Truth of the matter is that they love you. Their mad and punish you because what you did was wrong and didn’t want you to do the same mistakes again. Aku rasa la

kan

, benda nih sama ngan depa2 yg tgh bercinta tuh. Sebelum aku sambung la

kan

, kalo ada yang membaca entry nih and rasa cam terhina tuh, sori la. mintak maaf banyak2. bukan niat nak menghina just, singin’ 4 da moment.

Anyway, cam aku kata td. Slalunya kalo dgq cita org kapel nih, mesti ada byk cita la

kan

.

Ada

yang, cinta punya pasai, sanggup gadaikan maruah diri sendiri. Pastuh bila kena tinggai, baru nak menyesai la apa la. cam tak logic

kan

? Kalo kita guna akai pikiran kita yg Tuhan anugerah kat kita, benda camtuh aku gerenti takkan jadi. Kalo pikiaq balik kelogikan ustaz tuh kata, kalo org yg kita cinta separuh mati tuh cintakan kita balik, mesti dia takkan mintak kita wat benda2 yg boleh merosakkan diri sendiri. Nih aku tgk, ada yg sebelum kapel bukan men baik, pakai tudung, tak pnh ponteng kelas, mmg baik la. lepas kapel ja, terus berubah. Nak jaga ati buah ati punya pasai, semua dia suh wat, sanggup ja wat. Ikut ja telunjuk org tuh. Org tuh kata ‘pakaian u nih kolot la. takdak ciri2 pompuan yg stylish.cuba u ikut style Jennifer lopez ka, Mariah carey ka, baru la ngam skit. Takder la malu I nak bwk u date’ teruih tkq imej, pakai baju yg seksi2 yg menjolok mata.tudung tuh mmg dah out awai2 lg dah la. pasai pa? sbb nak jaga ati buah ati punya pasai. Ada gak kes bila laki tuh ugut nak tinggaikan dia sbb takmau wat benda tuh ngan dia (benda apa?? Pandai2 sendiri la pikiaq), teruih setuju wat menda tuh. Pasai pa?? sbb nak jaga ati buah ati punya pasai. sbb tak mau kehilangan org yg paling “ dicintai”… puhlease!! Don’t make me freakin puke!!! Kalo sampai camtuh, dah mmg sah laki tuh tak cintai sapa2 kecuali diri dia sendiri. Yg pompuan tuh satu. Laki tuh dah tunjuk belang sendiri, boleh plak layan gak. Kalo aku la

kan

, dah lama aku belasah mamat tuh.

Tp, tak semua yg kapel jd camtuh.

Ada

yg lepaih kapel, study still maintain.

Ada

yg siap study sekali tuh.

Ada

yg sebelum kapel mmg kepala hantu tp lepaih kapel ja, teruih jd baik. Yg tuh baru cinta yg betui namanya. Tp

kan

, walaupun dalam percintaan yang membawa ke jalan yang betui, ada gak yg tak betui. Hukum Islam dah kata, kita takleh bersentuhan ngan mereka yang bukan muhrim. Tp ada gak aku tgk yg pegang2 tgn. Pegang2 muka. Ntah la. aku sendiri tak tau nak kata apa ngan situasi camtuh.

Aku nak pesan la kat suma kaum hawa ngan kaum adam kat luaq

sana

tuh, kalo pun kita cintakan seseorang, cinta yg paling utuh dunia akhirat, adalah cinta Allah swt. Wallahualam….

Betrayal???

i don’t know but all i can feel right now is that i have sumhow been stabbed at the back by sum1 i used to respect…i’m not actually close to that person by u can say we’re always on good terms…
one day this person came to me for help…
and i gave that person just what that person needs…a helping hand…
i sacrificed my time and my own personal pleasure to lessen the burden carried by this person….
but now i can’t take it anymore….
i’m human…
not a robot….
i have feelings too…
i have other commitments too…
there’s so much a person can take….
and this is just exactly how much I can take….
i’ve helped as much as i can…
i’ve done all the things u want me to do…
now, i can’t live in thiz house for days and days and days…
doing nothin…
waiting for ur call…
waiting for u to msg me…
waiting for ur order….
i’ve done enough!
i’m leaving…..

farewell…..

The Da Vinci Code the movie review, by me…hehe

have any of u seen the movie??? i have…and i simply sum it in one word…DISAPPOINTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yup…very disappointing….i mean, it’s one thing to not be exactly like the book coz it’s understandable…but to have a crappy ending like it did??? that’s just crazy!! they put in a lot of budget and it turns out to be disappointing…. i’m not the only one thinking so ok…a lot of people have said the same thing to me on the matter…the coolest part about the whole movie is the places they filmed it…the Lourve..that’s cool…the special effects are cool…the ending?? very crappy!!! i like the ending of the book…it left a mystery but a sense of accomplishment to me…the whole charade ended and the secret is kept forever…that’s cool…that God i didn’t pay for the movie…huhu..

a week of HELL caused by my stupidity

You know, people always say (optimistic people actually) that when you’re face to face with something or someone that u dislike, it’s better to look at it at a more positive side. in my condition, i’m thinking how freakin’ stupid can i be!??!(*$&*!(@)(!)(^%#&*!((@(*&*&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because of my stupidness, i am stuck in this hell hole for a week!!! hopefully a week. seriously, if it goes over a week, i’m hailing a cab and heading straight home. you’re probably thinkin’, damn what’s this girl talkin’ bout? why is she calling herself stupid?? well, i don’t know? u tell me. am i stupid or not if i’m the lazy-ass kinda person volunteering to be a member of the convocation committee that requires a lot of commitment like sacrificing a week of your holiday and meeting a lot of important people??? that’s it! this is the last time i will EVER volunteer for ANYTHING!!!! after this, i’m laying down low…low enough for me to kiss the damn ground!

right now, all i ever think about is getting this week over with. i wanna get it over and done with.

wish me luck

HATE

i just kinda need to get this thing outta my chest just to make my point clear

I HATE MICROPPROCESSOR SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YUP

that’s pretty much it

adios

what the heck is freakin’ goin on!?!?!?!

u know when the world is upside down when

–> all u ever want to do is SLEEP!!!!

–> a lot of your coursemate gets admitted to the hospital (pretty scary)

–>  a little joke makes u laugh till u lack enough oxygen

–> u feel completely numb when everybody’s busy preparing for finals

–> u all of a sudden go to the library to study

–> u suddenly update ur blog

AND, the most crucial thing….

–> when, for no purpose or reason, no verbal communication exists between two world’s apart…

yup…pretty much that….

p/s : it’s weird…every beginning of semester, i always vow to myself to make my performance better…i’m gonna be more discipline…study harder…make a study schedule….everytime i say all those things to myself, i always end up doing the opposite things….my performance is lousier than before, my discipline is getter worse, i study less and play more, what’s a study schedule??…. one word can sum the kinda of person i am…HOPELESS

Cr@P!!

you know what’s the crappiest thing i have ever heard of in my entire life??? a college that, intentionally or not, celebrates halloween..[did i spell that correctly??...nvm]..i mean, that’s downright stupid….it’s ok that they want to have themes done for a function or a thingy or a function or whatever you call it to celebrate the best among the best and give them awards for it but a theme that has me wearing a gear that portrays a witch(????), that’s downright irrasional!!!!!!!!
i don’t wanna be a witch….i don’t wanna be anything!! why can’t we just go wearing sumthing formal or whatever….costumes are only for plays, dramas n those who celebrates halloween….
geez….i strongly object to it…. the whole thing totally, purely reeks of freakin’ irrasional idea…
i’m so furious right now that i can’t even think straight….

not to forget that this week is my bad luck week….
it all started with that stupid malam anugerah siswa….
then later on my laptop got attacked by some unknown virus and i have to reformat it , again!!!
hopefully all of my files can be saved
then my pen-drive/mp3 player needs to be reformat….damn~!!!
what the hell is wrong with all my things?!?@!$@?@%#^@#!@$@^
i suddenly, without realizing it, hate my life…….
i need to go back home…..

bored

Oh my God!!!! I cannot believe I can get this damn bored during the holidays!!! I mean, I remember I wasn’t even bored during the last holiday and the period was much more longer…. Totally weird…. But this holiday is not even exactly a month… I have no idea how I’m supposed to live through this torment for another week or so. I’m actually missing waking up early in the morning and going to classes. Staying up late at night preparing for lab session the day after where I could’ve done it 3 days in advance. The rush of doing our mini project for the last minute, soldering and…….soldering our circuit until our vision all turn to silver. Huhu…. The whole thing just kind of keeps me occupied… when I come home, I have practically nothing to do. Yeah, I do help my mom a little in kitchen. I chop things up, cut things up, peel things up and stir some things up…but that’s in morning and it only takes 2-3 hours and that’s it…. After that, I have nothing else to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is crazy…. Go out you say? Well, I would, if I could ever get my ass out of the house. Plus! All my hanging-out friends are not in town. They’re back at their respective college and I’m left with the option of going out with friends who I’m not closely attached to. If we were to go out, we’d end up having nothing to talk about. I don’t wanna go through that!! Well, I guess that’s why having a boyfriend comes in handy sometimes… hehe… but that will never happen. Don’t ask me why. Anyway, I can’t wait to see how my results will turn out to be. I mean, I’m not trying to sound over-confident or cocky, it’s just that, after all my papers, I just wasn’t so worried EXCEPT for this one horrible and scary and stupid paper!!!! I don’t know why I cannot understand Analog Electronics… it’s just….. unexplainable!!!!! I don’t wanna even talk about it…. I just hope I pass it!! If I don’t, I’m gonna kill myself!!

What else?…hurmm…. well, the latest movie I’ve seen was Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire… You know, I think it’s better to watch the movie first, then you read the book. Coz it’s just kinda weird watching the movie when you know what will happen next. It just pretty much takes the whole excitement away. I mean they’ll be no surprises.. then what’s the point of watching the movie anyway? I’m actually really looking forward in watching Pride & Prejudice based on the famous novel by Jane Austen. Wanna know why? Because I’m so lazy to read the book of course!! Mainly because it’s so hard to understand and I’m definite it’s not my level of English…. J oh yeah! If you haven’t seen Flightplan, you should definitely go and see it. Definitely brilliant!!! It was so thrilling and totally genius how someone can come out with the idea of high jacking a plane like that. It blew me away. There are a lot of old (well not like 100-years kinda old) movies that I’d like to watch. I haven’t seen Laws of Attraction and I hear it was hilarious. Bruce Almighty, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, and some other that I can’t remember. I haven’t seen some new ones like The Chronicles of Narnia : The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe, Aeon Flux….. Oh yeah! I’ve seen Zathura. Now that was cool. It’s not too confusing like Jumanji. I don’t know, I still don’t get it with Jumanji. Zathura is totally awesome. Well….my hands are getting kinda tired. I think I’ll stop now. Maybe my next blog will be when I get back to college. Can’t wait for that to happen. C ya!

LIFE RAWKS, SO KEEP RAWKIN’ ON!!!!

::. ThE D@ V|nc| CoDe .::

i was accompanying this friend of mind shopping and we were in Popular Bookstrore when he recommended this book by Dan Brown, The Da Vinci Code…aku nih plak mana penah baca novel len drp buku2 Stephen King ataupun Jonathan Kellerman…Harry Potter tuh baca la gak…huhu…. neway, i was a bit curious of what it was about….so…i bought it…

memang best la buku tuh! memang thought provoking, interesting and exciting..
buku nih cam kita baca buku art history except it’s way interesting than the real one…the plot was so unpredictable (for me la…) ang wow…totally cool… i mean u learn a lot about the great and legendary Leonardo Da Vinci…about his paintings like The Mona Lisa and The Madonna of Rocks…totally informative…i mean the locations are all real, the paintings and art items are all real…it’s hardly fictional…you’ll learn about Mary Magdalene, The Priory of Sion, the Sangreal and so much more…although these are all about Christianity and Pagans and everything, it’s not exactly a crime to read and know about all these even though i am a Muslim…it’s just general knowledge…but the point is, i recommend everyone, read this book!!! you’ll never regret it

i hear they’re making it into a movie…that would be really cool!! now i can see how the Lourve (a art museum in Paris that stores most of Da Vinci’s works) really looks like…totally cool…

anyway, gotta go…nothing else to say…nak rekomen buku tuh ja…best la…best sgt….mari la kita beramai2 membacanya….huhu

\m|/ LIFE RAWKS, SO KEEP RAWKIN’ ON!!

.:: FuTs@| PuNY@ F@s@| ::.

arinih ada lwn men futsal antara penghuni2 kkb,kg wai…diaorg ada ajak aku msk men…gila ka apa! nak kalah teruk leh ah ajak aku join…iskh…tak mau la aku…huhu…

anyway, it was an interesting match…VERY interesting, i’m telling you…
padang tuh dah la basah,apa lg, berlumpur la….huhu…ada plak tmpt yg lumpuq bertakung tuh depa duk berebut bola, dahsyat giler…huhu…

ada gak la kejadian yg tak berapa seronok td…ada la yg tak puas ati la aper la gaduh la…iskh3…apa la nak jd ngan generasi zaman sekarang nih….men tuh men ja la…takyah la gaduh2…kita nih pompuan, takyah la duk gaduh2…leave that to men who can’t seem to control their raging hormones and extremely increasing level of egotistical attitude…what am i raving about!…nevermind…the point is, just leave it to men to fight about anything…tapi satu ja about guys is that, kalo diaorg tak puas hati, diaorg belasah kat situ gak…pastuh lepas dah puas, diaorg mntk maaf pastuh men blk…no hard feelings…diaorg tak simpan lama2…

benda nih dibuat nak kita suma penghuni kkb mengeratkan silaturahim…kenai senior2..junior2…bkn utk gaduh2…aparaa….menang tuh menang la…kalah tuh kalah la…it’s not like it’s the end of the world…it’s just a game for freakin sake!!! terima la seadanya…takyah la nak men ganaz2 ka apa ka….iskh3…. kalo wat men style cr psl ngan org, tak elok ah…takper ah mmbr2 sumer dah kenal camner perangai kita camna, tp yg baru nak kenal nih, tak jd nak kenal, dah pandang serong…nanti ada la yg nak kutuk2 kat belakang la apa la…phm2 sendiri la mulut pompuan camna…mana tak ramai pompuan kat neraka tuh…takyah la duk cr2 gaduh nih… tak baik utk kesihatan mental, fizikal dan jugak rohani…setengah org kata batin..huhu…ntah la…aku pun dah tak tahu nak kata apa….benda dah jd…anggap la benda tuh sebagai pengajaran di masa hadapan…

\m|/ LIFE RAWKS, SO KEEP RAWKIN’ ON!!

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